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Name: Karla Lenina
Gender: Female
Interests: Anime, JROCK mostly VISUAL KEI!! The occult, WITCHCRAFT! Books, computers, 925 silver bracelets, mp3s, downloading wahaha!
Expertise: Writing, doing nothing, eating! hahaha! =^_^= Daydreaming, lounging around, sleeping, getting bored, messing things up, falling..In other words causing disaster without meaning it.=^_^= I kid you not.
Occupation: Student
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Yahoo:  gakuto_no_onna
Member Since:
8/27/2004
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| "Benediction from a Cherubim"
Isn't the title beautiful? When I read the whole thing, I was really crying. I never thought that a manuscript like that would become one of my greatest weaknesses. Everything that was written hit me real hard. Just thinking of those events move me to tears.
"Don't play with them, they bite."
That advice might look really simple, but it means a lot to me. Don't worry, I'll always follow your advice about those red ants and play with the cats instead.
"....and I staring into the infinity of her future, wondering whether she will find her own peace and contentment long after this morning, or if she will even remember to light a candle years thence in memoriam for somebody who once cuddled her and wondered about her future."
I will make you proud someday. Very proud. So proud, that you will tell your comrades, "Ah, that's my girl!" and smile. But what am I doing to myself all this time? I've been such a bitch, who never exerted effort into anything. I never gave the things I did my best shot. But I was really determined to someday become like you, the reason why I hugged writing close to my heart.
"What did it matter that our Christmases were barren? Or our Sunday clothes frayed? Even if you are destined to remain poor, I tell the cherub, I wish you the grace to bear your impoverishment with dignity, to be happy with what you have, and never to be grasping."
I promise you that.
"She is so young, she will have no memory of this moment, but I will."
Even if I can't remember that moment, it will be forever etched upon my heart. The pictures are still here for me to see.
"December 26, 1991"
'Tay, I love you. If only you knew how your little cherub has grown into a teenager you never thought of.
I love you. I know we'd meet again somewhere, someday.. but, if only you knew how much I miss you.....
Sa totoo lang, habang tina-type ko 'to e umiiyak ako. Pusa, yung Tears pa yung pinapatugtog ko. Wasn't Tears written for Yoshiki's father? Oh shit... I'm even crying while listening to this song.
I've held my Dad's manuscript a few times before, and when I first saw his manuscript for me, I couldn't read it. I was already crying. I couldn't bear reading something that will hurt me. Ngayon lang ako nagkaroon ng tapang para basahin 'to.. ayoko kasi may nakakakita sa'kin sa bahay na umiiyak. Lalo na ang Nanay ko, kasi baka lalo lang tumulo luha 'ko.
I shall never forget that Monday morning. One day I shall go back to the terrace and remember the time we spent on that day. I love you.
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| Miyavi looks like he's high on.... drugs.
My classmates say so. My friends say so. My sisters say so.
NOW I SAY SO.
I HAVE PROVEN THAT MIYAVI IS ON CRACK. >D
AND I HAVE EVIDENCE TO PROVE IT.
Don't believe me? Go watch his Rock no Gyakushuu -Superstar no Jouken- performance at PopJam.
My sister says that he looks and acts like a drunkard there. I said no.
I HAVE JUST SEEN ASHITA, GENKI NI NAARE AND HE ACTS LIKE HE'S HIGH ON DRUGS.
NoIamFoochingSeriousYouGoWatchIt.
YOU WILL KNOW THAT I AM RIGHT, BIZZATCH. >D
And that is all.
[edit]OHMYFOOCHINGGOODNESS. >D I really lurf Meev.
OMFGHECANACTLIKEADRUNKARDANDSTILLGETAWAYWITHIT.
Woo. Go Meev. Mia-o. >D
I wish I coud be as zany and wacky as him. Damn.[/edit] | | |
| WAITING
how long has it been?
a lot of time has passed by
why am i hurting so?
why are you hurting?
by chance, has something happened?
why aren't you speaking?
it's now..
i'm in front you you..
i need to tell you my mind
the long wait..
waiting for you..
isn't it dumb?
it's always been like so..
it's always had to be like this
i love you for you
i still thank you
why aren't you holding onto me?
why aren't you asking anything?
do you think i can do well without you?
it's now..
i'm in front you you..
i need to tell you my mind
the long wait..
waitng for you..
isn't it dumb?
i know..
the last thing i could ever do for you is separation
please forgive my love that i've realize is not enough
i love you..
i still thank you
i love you..
i wanted to tell you this
SUGOII! ^____^ That's the English (As if it wasn't obvious) translation of WAITING. ^_^ That's one of the best songs BoA has done. Although I should kill her for her weird acting in the PV, I can forgive her since... eh... I love that song. >3
Anyway... I feel so... heavy right now. Not that HEAVY heavy, but my heart... hahaha... LOLz... ne'er mind... Hey Cristy! This post if for you coz I know you really, really, really love WAITING! ^____^
hayy... gusto ko munang magsulat sa aking sariling lengguwahe. hehehe. oo nga pala.... wala lang. XD medyo naaadik ako. hay. kaasar. panira talaga ng araw si HYDROw...LOLz.... hahaha... pero uy sa totoo lang~ maganda pala iyang si Sampu-Sampu (Hahaha tagalog talaga e no..) XD~ lolz oo nga pala medjo mahirap na madali ang aming "pre-finals" hahaha. XD lahat ng mga sagot ko sa matematika ay pawang mano-mano lamang.
Naks. Galing ko magtagalog ano? Inggit ka? XD~ LOLz~ | | |
| FEAR ME!!
I am the Evil Cruel Dorky Mean Pirate of Doomsday! :D Muwahaha.
Goodness, it's holy week. And, DUH, we have classes. At least not on Thursday onwards. It just made me realize that stupid Sheri-Babes still pities the dear, poor students of Novaliches High School. :)
And yeah, I'm gonna download all the songs I don't have from Voyage ~Sans Retour~, Merveilles and Bara no Seidou! I have a couple of songs already from them way before I found this ultra-neat site which had complete song downloads from MM. 8D
I really wish I knew to how to make a website *sigh*. I want to have an mp3 rotation site so that I can share my addiction. >.< If I ever had one, I'm gonna name it...uhh......I dunno. ^^;
I'm gonna be 14 in a few weeks! Yowsah! I wish Nanay would give me the "Da Vinci Code" >.<.........
It's almost been a month after I won-lost in the Regional Philippine History Competition. I regret coming in 4th place, because that means no more exceptions from stuff. UGH. I have to do better next time, and I'm definitely gonna conquer the whole region, and eventually, the nation. 8D Itaga niyo yan sa bato. And eversince that event, nobody has congratulated me or something, except for Gio. Errr...yeah. But there are those people like Jumeau and Chum who wished me good luck....big thank-yous to you guys ^_^
Anak ng walah~ XD~ ang hirap mag-ingles hahaha ang lanj00 hahaha 8DD | | |
| Holy shit. I'm utterly pissed today. UGH.
A couple of fucking jerks just ruined my day. I won't give out names, so yeah.
I HATE THEM ALL! And a big fucking thank you for spoiling my day. That's all I gotta say.
I have to ditch the goody-goody girl attitude by Monday. I wanna be a bitch to everyone. I won't take any favors from anybody. I HATE IT.
I have more important things to do; do they think I'm BIONIC or something?!?!
Honestly, I'm disgusted with the reputation I have at school. The happy, cheerful and NICE person. I want to change. I want to show them that I can be a bitch like them too.
I should start looking for more K-Pop stuff; maybe that should cool me down a little. And oh, there's nothing really new. Just been addicted to K-Pop, especially Bi, The TRAX, Dong Bang Shin Ki and the Tae7en pairing. >.< So there.
And yeah, I'm addicted to the song TRI-ANGLE. Wooo. I wonder if Dong Bang Shin Ki is really a boyband, 'coz the song is SOO not poppish. >.>
[[ Oh yeah, this post is dedicated to GIO ^_^ hehehe he asked me to update my blog, and voila! ]] | | |
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